Summer Break

Greetings from Portsmouth. Just cant wait to go home now, for 3 frawsome months with me familia and Azri! # Summer break please come soon hoho... 30 days to go and counting :D But now, exam first ! revision starts now dom. Nothing, just chilling. need to update this blog soon! :D *it was a really good fish and chips at Yates, Southsea>

Sweet summer sweat

Nothing much to say :) just can't wait to go home . Oh summer break please come quick!

Back just to check if this is real

Salam to all and myself.

My life living in the UK started about 9 months ago. And life has been a struggle since then. I have to admit that i don't really like the weather, Winter is just too cold for me, especially Portsmouth. I just can't wait for Summer to come, bright sunny day with sun shining on me which in a way indicates Exam is just around the corner :/

Just need to say bye winter and hello spring time!

This is another student life i have to go through for another 2 years, im glad my first year of doing LLB Law is finishing. I want to be home badly, but FIRST, i need to score for my exams. Wish me luck.


I know Allah will help this clueless little woman :)

I miss home, my family. Miss you Azri. Miss my room. Miss my car. Miss my friends. And certainly miss food hohoh :D

Give me answer Ya Allah

Is It Possible

Is it possible
That so high debate,
So sharp, so sore, and of such rate,
Should end so soon and was begun so late?
Is it possible?

Is it possible
So cruel intent,
So hasty heat and so soon spent,
From love to hate, and thence for to relent?
Is it possible?

Is it possible
That any may find
Within one heart so diverse mind,
To change or turn as weather and wind?
Is it possible?

Is it possible
To spy it in an eye
That turns as oft as chance on die,
The truth whereof can any try?
Is it possible?

It is possible
For to turn so oft,
To bring that lowest which was most aloft,
And to fall highest yet to light soft:
It is possible.

All is possible
Whoso list believe.
Trust therefore first, and after preve,
As men wed ladies by licence and leave.
All is possible.



but the thing is, will i choose one country within the region or far west? :/

22nd bday.

happy birthday to myself hahah

haduii tuha ku sudah :)

thanks to orang office. and there was another bday celeb of mine too,

updates besok tah hehe.

xx

tq.

life after the struggle

i am sorry to everyone ,

sorry if i have been a disappointment in you, frustration and such a spoilt brat.

i am sorry if that is what you think of me,

i have been trying to carry myself in the bestest & greatest way as possible,

i have been trying to show how good a daughter/friend/sister can be.

its up to all to judge, which i thought i didnt care , but now i do.

it matters. please , i am just a girl in my own world,

dont ask me to understand all of you, the least is to understand me.

why must it be me to be blamed at almost all the time?


why after all the hardwork, you just take it negatively.

how sad can a lady be??

i turned myself to 1 side of people, the crowd murmured in despair,

seeing me as anti-social.

this one side of people , 'they' are now has started to do all the blaming,

sadly, on me.


will it be possible for me to go ? i decided to run away, but will it solve ?...


it hangs there,..

for you who i call sisters :(

"Only in Sleep"

Only in sleep I see their faces,
Children I played with when I was a child,
Louise comes back with her brown hair braided,
Annie with ringlets warm and wild.

Only in sleep Time is forgotten --
What may have come to them, who can know?
Yet we played last night as long ago,
And the doll-house stood at the turn of the stair.

The years had not sharpened their smooth round faces,
I met their eyes and found them mild --
Do they, too, dream of me, I wonder,
And for them am I too a child?